happily ever as is
happily ever as is

20 / new york

nothing compares to the feeling i just got finally getting to hear my boyfriend’s voice after three weeks.

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I’ve cleaned out my closet
four times this year.
I’m always sick
of the women I’ve been.
I no longer
fantasize over
making beds on the train tracks.
I am staying above water,
I am fighting.


I am a mountain
of a girl.

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We are the girls with anxiety disorders, filled appointment books, five-year plans. We take ourselves very, very seriously. We are the peacemakers, the do-gooders, the givers, the savers. We are on time, overly prepared, well read, and witty, intellectually curious, always moving … We pride ourselves on getting as little sleep as possible and thrive on self-deprivation. We drink coffee, a lot of it. We are on birth control, Prozac, and multivitamins … We are relentless, judgmental with ourselves, and forgiving to others … We are the daughters of the feminists who said, “You can be anything,” and we heard, “You have to be everything.”
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